Disappointed

LIED FOR A YEAR IT WAS LIKE FALLING INTO THE DEEPEST TRENCH IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN!!!

*sigh two days ago I knew the reality's very very very bad that ever I knew in my life. I accidentally found a picture on facebook, when I saw the picture wow instantly everything changed!!! it felt so hurt when I knew he was still a smoker, even the more it hurt when I knew the truth if he had been hiding this for a year. OH GOSH HE LIED TO ME!!!

know it all feels like someone punched my belly very hard and there are others who slapped me very hard. so painful! he knew I really hated with cigarettes and smokers, he had been indeed a smoker, but he said that he was stopped and promised to me to never smoke again, but the fact that I know, HE STILL A SMOKER!

I never thought he could did it all and he could hide it form me for one year. sad, disappointed of course, that's what I experienced, even today, this time I can't forget it all form my mind. what should I do? what's wrong with my mine? I never know what's wrong with me.

he apologized to me and promised to stop being a smoker. he said he'll prove it all. well, very difficult for me to trust him again, the trust that I gave, he had destroyed so easily. now! I just only have one hope, the hope's that he could prove that he was not a smoker anymore.

Boy :') I'm so sorry if I've been too restrain you, I just want you to be the best because you're the last in my life. Love you so much! *smooch

Hopes & Dreams

as usual during Ramadhan almost in every school there was a event called 'Pesantren Kilat', do you know? Had just been at my school there was a event like that and every students were told to write their hopes and dreams for the next three years on a piece a paper. This very useful and aims to achieve our dreams and our hopes.

Here's my hopes and my dreams ...



can you read it? maybe the letter might be too small and you can't to read it. OK I'll explain it

I hope that three years latter
I'll become a student of Faculty of Economics University of Indonesia
Majoring in Business Management
I've got a boutique business
Still with him
And when I'm in success I hope I can meet again with my friends on senior high school

NB : pass the national exam with the best value and entered University of Indonesia through the SNMPTN invitation

AMIN YA ALLAH!!! God i really hope my hopes and dreams will come true

Me&Him Foooooz

last night i made my avatar with him, eeeeeer i think this's almost similiar, do you? let's see



you can also make your avatar in urFooz

Little Red Flip

it's my little red flip, it always with me every time and it's the most important thing I've to take every where. even though I've a new one but it's not irreplaceable

love yaaaa little red flip *smooch