Disappointed

LIED FOR A YEAR IT WAS LIKE FALLING INTO THE DEEPEST TRENCH IN THE PACIFIC OCEAN!!!

*sigh two days ago I knew the reality's very very very bad that ever I knew in my life. I accidentally found a picture on facebook, when I saw the picture wow instantly everything changed!!! it felt so hurt when I knew he was still a smoker, even the more it hurt when I knew the truth if he had been hiding this for a year. OH GOSH HE LIED TO ME!!!

know it all feels like someone punched my belly very hard and there are others who slapped me very hard. so painful! he knew I really hated with cigarettes and smokers, he had been indeed a smoker, but he said that he was stopped and promised to me to never smoke again, but the fact that I know, HE STILL A SMOKER!

I never thought he could did it all and he could hide it form me for one year. sad, disappointed of course, that's what I experienced, even today, this time I can't forget it all form my mind. what should I do? what's wrong with my mine? I never know what's wrong with me.

he apologized to me and promised to stop being a smoker. he said he'll prove it all. well, very difficult for me to trust him again, the trust that I gave, he had destroyed so easily. now! I just only have one hope, the hope's that he could prove that he was not a smoker anymore.

Boy :') I'm so sorry if I've been too restrain you, I just want you to be the best because you're the last in my life. Love you so much! *smooch